HOW I TRY TO HATE YOU

by EMILY

I hate how much I love you & I love how much I hate you.

At night you make me smile & cry. In the morning you make me get out of bed & bring me down the rest of the day.

I want you to stay & leave at the same time. I want to look at you while waiting to forget you were even there.

I want us to be together & I want you to do something to make me hate you.

I love you & I can’t stand it. I want you to notice my existence & I want to ignore yours.

I want you to feel how I feel & not be able to do anything about it!