{"id":1713,"date":"2014-03-26T11:40:18","date_gmt":"2014-03-26T15:40:18","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/blogs.butler.edu\/exclusiveink\/?p=1713"},"modified":"2014-03-26T11:40:18","modified_gmt":"2014-03-26T15:40:18","slug":"time-traveling","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"http:\/\/blogs.butler.edu\/exclusiveink\/2014\/03\/26\/time-traveling\/","title":{"rendered":"TIME TRAVELING"},"content":{"rendered":"<h6>by <a href=\"http:\/\/blogs.butler.edu\/exclusiveink\/tag\/katrina\/\" target=\"_blank\">KATRINA<\/a><\/h6>\n<p>Dear Grandma,<\/p>\n<p>Recently I&#8217;ve been missing you. I&#8217;ve been thinking of all the memories we shared. I go back. I go back before your death when I was 6. I thought that I would never lose you. I though that I would always hear you yell at me for doing stupid things. I thought that you would always be here and sit me on your lap as you rocked in your chair and sang to me. I never thought that he would take you away from me. I know that you are in a better place of no suffering but I&#8217;m still selfish. I didn&#8217;t want you to go. I want you here. I&#8217;m still selfish. I don&#8217;t care if you are sick, just as long as you are here with me. I know that&#8217;s cruel but I&#8217;m being honest. I miss your warm hugs. I miss your soft lips on my forehead. I miss you telling me everything will be alright. I feel like there is no more hope in the world without you. I feel like you were the only light in this darkness. You left and are now in Heaven while I&#8217;m living in this hell. That&#8217;s not fair. I want to be with you or you to be with me. I miss you, Grandma. Words cannot even describe the sadness I felt when I was told you had died. You always taught me to be strong, but I&#8217;m not sure if I can anymore. I wanna fall on the floor and throw a fit and get what I want. I&#8217;m tired. I&#8217;m tired. I&#8217;m tired of being without you. I tell my mom but all she says is you are here in my heart. I don&#8217;t want you there. I want you here with me and honestly I don&#8217;t care if you were God&#8217;s before mine. You are my Grandma and God can go find someone else to keep him company. My wants right now are above his, and right now I want you here with me. I love and miss you Grandma. ONly you can fill the hole in my heart.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>by <a href=\"http:\/\/blogs.butler.edu\/exclusiveink\/tag\/katrina\/\" target=\"_blank\">KATRINA<\/a> <\/p>\n<p>Dear Grandma,<\/p>\n<p>Recently I&#8217;ve been missing you. I&#8217;ve been thinking of all the memories we shared. I go back. I go back before your death when I was 6. I thought that I would never lose you. I though that I would always hear you yell at me for doing stupid [&#8230;]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2879,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":"","_links_to":"","_links_to_target":""},"categories":[17280],"tags":[219151],"coauthors":[219163],"class_list":["post-1713","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-stories","tag-katrina"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"http:\/\/blogs.butler.edu\/exclusiveink\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1713","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"http:\/\/blogs.butler.edu\/exclusiveink\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"http:\/\/blogs.butler.edu\/exclusiveink\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/blogs.butler.edu\/exclusiveink\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/2879"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/blogs.butler.edu\/exclusiveink\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=1713"}],"version-history":[{"count":2,"href":"http:\/\/blogs.butler.edu\/exclusiveink\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1713\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":1729,"href":"http:\/\/blogs.butler.edu\/exclusiveink\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1713\/revisions\/1729"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"http:\/\/blogs.butler.edu\/exclusiveink\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=1713"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/blogs.butler.edu\/exclusiveink\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=1713"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/blogs.butler.edu\/exclusiveink\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=1713"},{"taxonomy":"author","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/blogs.butler.edu\/exclusiveink\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/coauthors?post=1713"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}