{"id":255,"date":"2012-02-22T16:23:18","date_gmt":"2012-02-22T21:23:18","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/blogs.butler.edu\/exclusiveink\/?p=255"},"modified":"2012-03-27T07:50:50","modified_gmt":"2012-03-27T11:50:50","slug":"the-deepest-pain","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"http:\/\/blogs.butler.edu\/exclusiveink\/2012\/02\/22\/the-deepest-pain\/","title":{"rendered":"THE DEEPEST PAIN"},"content":{"rendered":"<h5>by <span style=\"text-decoration: underline\"><a href=\"http:\/\/blogs.butler.edu\/exclusiveink\/tag\/daizjha\/\">DAIZJHA<\/a><\/span><\/h5>\n<p>I\u2019m tired of crying for you, saying goodbye to you<br \/>\nWhy, why all this pain, shackles and chains?<br \/>\nWhy did you leave, I feel that I need you please?<br \/>\nBut I know I can\u2019t have you<br \/>\nAnd still my body and soul<ins cite=\"mailto:Office%202004%20Test%20Drive%20User\" datetime=\"2012-02-22T16:20\"> <\/ins>pleads for you, begs for you<br \/>\nIt\u2019s hard to forget when I see that love<br \/>\nI want that, I need that, but I guess you\u2019re long gone so you can\u2019t see that<br \/>\nBut why, why the goodbye<ins cite=\"mailto:erussell\" datetime=\"2012-02-22T14:02\">,<\/ins> why did you lie?<br \/>\nWhy did you cry when I rolled my eyes, what do you expect? <ins cite=\"mailto:erussell\" datetime=\"2012-02-22T13:59\"><\/ins><br \/>\nI\u2019ve been let down too many times and still you\u2019re the one who cries<br \/>\nBut I am crying too because I want you<br \/>\nI would do anything just to hold you<br \/>\nBut love is fake and so are you and <ins cite=\"mailto:erussell\" datetime=\"2012-02-22T14:03\"><\/ins>I feel so dumb even writing about you<br \/>\nBut that\u2019s me, a kid, someone lost and abandoned, forgotten and oh so saddened <ins cite=\"mailto:erussell\" datetime=\"2012-02-22T14:03\"><\/ins><br \/>\nBut when I see that face or hear that voice I can\u2019t hate you, I must love you<br \/>\nGuess that\u2019s how it is when love truly hits you.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>by <a href=\"http:\/\/blogs.butler.edu\/exclusiveink\/tag\/daizjha\/\">DAIZJHA<\/a> <\/p>\n<p>I\u2019m tired of crying for you, saying goodbye to you<br \/> Why, why all this pain, shackles and chains?<br \/> Why did you leave, I feel that I need you please?<br \/> But I know I can\u2019t have you<br \/> And still my body and soul pleads for you, begs for you<br [...]\n<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":624,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":"","_links_to":"","_links_to_target":""},"categories":[315],"tags":[79485],"coauthors":[79475],"class_list":["post-255","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-poetry","tag-daizjha"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"http:\/\/blogs.butler.edu\/exclusiveink\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/255","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"http:\/\/blogs.butler.edu\/exclusiveink\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"http:\/\/blogs.butler.edu\/exclusiveink\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/blogs.butler.edu\/exclusiveink\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/624"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/blogs.butler.edu\/exclusiveink\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=255"}],"version-history":[{"count":3,"href":"http:\/\/blogs.butler.edu\/exclusiveink\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/255\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":610,"href":"http:\/\/blogs.butler.edu\/exclusiveink\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/255\/revisions\/610"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"http:\/\/blogs.butler.edu\/exclusiveink\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=255"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/blogs.butler.edu\/exclusiveink\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=255"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/blogs.butler.edu\/exclusiveink\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=255"},{"taxonomy":"author","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/blogs.butler.edu\/exclusiveink\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/coauthors?post=255"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}