{"id":310,"date":"2017-04-03T22:42:53","date_gmt":"2017-04-04T02:42:53","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/blogs.butler.edu\/reverberations\/?p=310"},"modified":"2017-04-03T22:42:53","modified_gmt":"2017-04-04T02:42:53","slug":"struggle","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"http:\/\/blogs.butler.edu\/reverberations\/2017\/04\/03\/struggle\/","title":{"rendered":"STRUGGLE"},"content":{"rendered":"<p><strong>by JAYLEN<\/strong><\/p>\n<p>I know I struggle in school, a lil bit<br \/>\nMy mind never stays on the topic even when I\u2019m ahead of it,<br \/>\nI know I\u2019m weak at talking to new people, but who wouldn\u2019t<br \/>\nThe way they look at you when you say that initial word.<br \/>\nI hate having to speak in front of people.<br \/>\nI feel like their stares are entering my soul.<br \/>\nI was told to imagine everyone naked but that doesn\u2019t help.<br \/>\nBut when I\u2019m on the drums, the darkness gets overthrown by the light.<br \/>\nI\u2019m like big foot and no one can see me but they can hear me.<br \/>\nMy mom always says I was like a monster.<br \/>\nBut monsters were under my bed, at least when I was little.<br \/>\nNow monsters walk around me with their white eyes.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>by JAYLEN<\/p>\n<p>I know I struggle in school, a lil bit<br \/> My mind never stays on the topic even when I\u2019m ahead of it,<br \/> I know I\u2019m weak at talking to new people, but who wouldn\u2019t<br \/> The way they look at you when you say that initial word.<br \/> I hate having [&#8230;]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":624,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":"","_links_to":"","_links_to_target":""},"categories":[1],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-310","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-uncategorized"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"http:\/\/blogs.butler.edu\/reverberations\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/310","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"http:\/\/blogs.butler.edu\/reverberations\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"http:\/\/blogs.butler.edu\/reverberations\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/blogs.butler.edu\/reverberations\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/624"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/blogs.butler.edu\/reverberations\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=310"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"http:\/\/blogs.butler.edu\/reverberations\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/310\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":311,"href":"http:\/\/blogs.butler.edu\/reverberations\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/310\/revisions\/311"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"http:\/\/blogs.butler.edu\/reverberations\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=310"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/blogs.butler.edu\/reverberations\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=310"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/blogs.butler.edu\/reverberations\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=310"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}