{"id":83,"date":"2016-03-04T17:01:32","date_gmt":"2016-03-04T22:01:32","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/blogs.butler.edu\/reverberations\/?p=83"},"modified":"2016-03-04T17:01:32","modified_gmt":"2016-03-04T22:01:32","slug":"my-love-my-heart","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"http:\/\/blogs.butler.edu\/reverberations\/2016\/03\/04\/my-love-my-heart\/","title":{"rendered":"MY LOVE, MY HEART"},"content":{"rendered":"<p><strong>by NIAYA<\/strong><\/p>\n<p>When he came, when he first entered my life<br \/>\nI was broken. My heart was broken.<\/p>\n<p>My unethical bad behavior and stepping<br \/>\naround happy times replacing it with sad.<\/p>\n<p>You know what really saved me? My love,<br \/>\nthe one who claims my heart,<\/p>\n<p>his charmed desires and enthusiasm<br \/>\nto be with me. &#8220;Aren&#8217;t you just<\/p>\n<p>the most beautiful?&#8221; I whispered to him<br \/>\nas we sat together. He was warm,<\/p>\n<p>but his silence deafening. &#8220;You my dear,<br \/>\nare the most beautiful. The only one<\/p>\n<p>for me. I shouldn&#8217;t be so attached.<br \/>\nLast time, my heart got broken.<\/p>\n<p>But he, the one who claims my heart,<br \/>\nis different. I get flush every time<\/p>\n<p>he comes near me, and I can&#8217;t breathe.<br \/>\nThat overwhelming feeling of lust,<\/p>\n<p>yet at the same time love, swirls<br \/>\nin me like fruit in a blender. Geez,<\/p>\n<p>his light skin tone and reddish<br \/>\ncomplexion. I held him close to me,<\/p>\n<p>mouth-to-mouth action happened<br \/>\nfrequently. How the laughs we share,<\/p>\n<p>the smiles, consumed my thoughts.<br \/>\nHis intoxicating scent, sweet and tangy<\/p>\n<p>filled my nostrils intensely with every<br \/>\nbreath. How deeply I loved him,<\/p>\n<p>but I feared he could not love me.<br \/>\nAnd he didn&#8217;t. He is gone now,<\/p>\n<p>and I&#8217;m left with another\u00a0broken heart.<br \/>\nOnce he left I had no one.<\/p>\n<p>His name. Pizza. Oh look! Another<br \/>\nslice. When he came to me, \u00a0when<\/p>\n<p>he first entered my life, I was broken.<br \/>\nMy heart was broken.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>by NIAYA<\/p>\n<p>When he came, when he first entered my life<br \/> I was broken. My heart was broken.<\/p>\n<p>My unethical bad behavior and stepping<br \/> around happy times replacing it with sad.<\/p>\n<p>You know what really saved me? My love,<br \/> the one who claims my heart,<\/p>\n<p>his charmed desires and enthusiasm<br \/> to [&#8230;]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":624,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":"","_links_to":"","_links_to_target":""},"categories":[1],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-83","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-uncategorized"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"http:\/\/blogs.butler.edu\/reverberations\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/83","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"http:\/\/blogs.butler.edu\/reverberations\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"http:\/\/blogs.butler.edu\/reverberations\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/blogs.butler.edu\/reverberations\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/624"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/blogs.butler.edu\/reverberations\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=83"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"http:\/\/blogs.butler.edu\/reverberations\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/83\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":84,"href":"http:\/\/blogs.butler.edu\/reverberations\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/83\/revisions\/84"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"http:\/\/blogs.butler.edu\/reverberations\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=83"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/blogs.butler.edu\/reverberations\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=83"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/blogs.butler.edu\/reverberations\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=83"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}