{"id":83,"date":"2016-03-04T17:01:32","date_gmt":"2016-03-04T22:01:32","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/blogs.butler.edu\/reverberations\/?p=83"},"modified":"2016-03-04T17:01:32","modified_gmt":"2016-03-04T22:01:32","slug":"my-love-my-heart","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"http:\/\/blogs.butler.edu\/reverberations\/2016\/03\/04\/my-love-my-heart\/","title":{"rendered":"MY LOVE, MY HEART"},"content":{"rendered":"<p><strong>by NIAYA<\/strong><\/p>\n<p>When he came, when he first entered my life<br \/>\nI was broken. My heart was broken.<\/p>\n<p>My unethical bad behavior and stepping<br \/>\naround happy times replacing it with sad.<\/p>\n<p>You know what really saved me? My love,<br \/>\nthe one who claims my heart,<\/p>\n<p>his charmed desires and enthusiasm<br \/>\nto be with me. &#8220;Aren&#8217;t you just<\/p>\n<p>the most beautiful?&#8221; I whispered to him<br \/>\nas we sat together. He was warm,<\/p>\n<p>but his silence deafening. &#8220;You my dear,<br \/>\nare the most beautiful. The only one<\/p>\n<p>for me. I shouldn&#8217;t be so attached.<br \/>\nLast time, my heart got broken.<\/p>\n<p>But he, the one who claims my heart,<br \/>\nis different. I get flush every time<\/p>\n<p>he comes near me, and I can&#8217;t breathe.<br \/>\nThat overwhelming feeling of lust,<\/p>\n<p>yet at the same time love, swirls<br \/>\nin me like fruit in a blender. Geez,<\/p>\n<p>his light skin tone and reddish<br \/>\ncomplexion. I held him close to me,<\/p>\n<p>mouth-to-mouth action happened<br \/>\nfrequently. How the laughs we share,<\/p>\n<p>the smiles, consumed my thoughts.<br \/>\nHis intoxicating scent, sweet and tangy<\/p>\n<p>filled my nostrils intensely with every<br \/>\nbreath. How deeply I loved him,<\/p>\n<p>but I feared he could not love me.<br \/>\nAnd he didn&#8217;t. He is gone now,<\/p>\n<p>and I&#8217;m left with another\u00a0broken heart.<br \/>\nOnce he left I had no one.<\/p>\n<p>His name. Pizza. Oh look! Another<br \/>\nslice. When he came to me, \u00a0when<\/p>\n<p>he first entered my life, I was broken.<br \/>\nMy heart was broken.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>by NIAYA When he came, when he first entered my life I was broken. My heart was broken. My unethical bad behavior and stepping around happy times replacing it with sad. You know what really saved me? My love, the one who claims my heart, his charmed desires and enthusiasm to be with me. &#8220;Aren&#8217;t [&hellip;]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":624,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":"","_links_to":"","_links_to_target":""},"categories":[1],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-83","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-uncategorized"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"http:\/\/blogs.butler.edu\/reverberations\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/83","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"http:\/\/blogs.butler.edu\/reverberations\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"http:\/\/blogs.butler.edu\/reverberations\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/blogs.butler.edu\/reverberations\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/624"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/blogs.butler.edu\/reverberations\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=83"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"http:\/\/blogs.butler.edu\/reverberations\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/83\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":84,"href":"http:\/\/blogs.butler.edu\/reverberations\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/83\/revisions\/84"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"http:\/\/blogs.butler.edu\/reverberations\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=83"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/blogs.butler.edu\/reverberations\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=83"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/blogs.butler.edu\/reverberations\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=83"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}