{"id":327,"date":"2017-03-14T12:58:29","date_gmt":"2017-03-14T16:58:29","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/blogs.butler.edu\/ripple\/?p=327"},"modified":"2017-03-14T12:58:29","modified_gmt":"2017-03-14T16:58:29","slug":"possibilities","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"http:\/\/blogs.butler.edu\/ripple\/2017\/03\/14\/possibilities\/","title":{"rendered":"possibilities"},"content":{"rendered":"<h6>a reflection by [journey]<\/h6>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400\">Sometimes I think \u2026 think about my future. Like, will I ever get married? Is anyone going to love me more than I love me \u2026 No, I\u2019m not \u201cin my feelings,\u201d I\u2019m just wondering how life will turn out for me. How many failed relationships will I have before that \u201cright one\u201d? I think about if I will ever go to college \u2026 I mean I plan on it, but will that really happen? Will something be in my way? I wonder if I will be successful in my career or if I\u2019ll just give up. I try not to think about these things because I have years. (So they say.) But in reality, I only have 4 years and 4 years flies by in the blink of an eye. I think about how I\u2019ll age. Will I wrinkle? Will I have grey hairs? Or will time fly by? Will I even make it to 20? <\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400\">I think about how my attitude will change or if it will change at all. Will I still be goofy and outgoing or will I give that all up for something? I only think about this because I don\u2019t think I know what I want. I think I want to get married and have 1-2 kids. I want to buy a house and go to college. I want to be everything that I can possible be. I\u2019m still going to wonder and still going to think but for now I\u2019ll let life be life. <\/span><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>a reflection by [journey] <\/p>\n<p>Sometimes I think \u2026 think about my future. Like, will I ever get married? Is anyone going to love me more than I love me \u2026 No, I\u2019m not \u201cin my feelings,\u201d I\u2019m just wondering how life will turn out for me. How many failed relationships will I have before that [&#8230;]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":624,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[1],"tags":[37556],"class_list":["post-327","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-uncategorized","tag-journey"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"http:\/\/blogs.butler.edu\/ripple\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/327","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"http:\/\/blogs.butler.edu\/ripple\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"http:\/\/blogs.butler.edu\/ripple\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/blogs.butler.edu\/ripple\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/624"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/blogs.butler.edu\/ripple\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=327"}],"version-history":[{"count":2,"href":"http:\/\/blogs.butler.edu\/ripple\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/327\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":329,"href":"http:\/\/blogs.butler.edu\/ripple\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/327\/revisions\/329"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"http:\/\/blogs.butler.edu\/ripple\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=327"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/blogs.butler.edu\/ripple\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=327"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/blogs.butler.edu\/ripple\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=327"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}