Tired of thinking bout what could\u2019ve been a poem by [mikea] <\/p>\n Tired of thinking bout what could\u2019ve been
\n<\/span>more careful with my words I know I should\u2019ve been
\n<\/span>Do you ever think about just what we would\u2019ve been
\n<\/span>Is it weird they see the worse, I see the good in him
\n<\/span>But I got multiple opinions
\n<\/span>Like a commentary
\n<\/span>I\u2019m not waiting for something that\u2019s only momentary
\n<\/span>All these thoughts run through my mind and it\u2019s just overbearing
\n<\/span>Cause I\u2019m sick of being hurt and shit
\n<\/span>I\u2019m tired of caring it\u2019s
\n<\/span>like I\u2019m addicted to pain the way I hurt to feel
\n<\/span>and I know you\u2019ve felt the same and that never heals
\n<\/span>I don\u2019t know if it\u2019s a game or even what I feel
\n<\/span>I\u2019m not convinced that what we have is purely something real
\n<\/span>But a distraction from reality even if for a moment,
\n<\/span>We one in the same and that\u2019s just what brought us closer
\n<\/span>He relate to the pain, and serving the cold shoulders
\n<\/span>We in love when we drunk till reality hits us sober
\n<\/span>They say, ya honest hours when you intoxicated
\n<\/span>I say, Love is twisted and it\u2019s overrated
\n<\/span>I know, I tried to run but still I can\u2019t escape it
\n<\/span>And you know, no matter what, that ain\u2019t fading
\n<\/span>So I\u2019ll get faded to forget
\n<\/span>Deep inside, I know I won\u2019t, tell myself that I regret it,
\n<\/span>Deep inside, I know I don\u2019t
\n<\/span>Deep inside, I know you do
\n<\/span>I know that you always have
\n<\/span>Killing myself over someone who won\u2019t ever love me back
\n<\/span>Still naive to think you will,
\n<\/span>Deep inside I think you do
\n<\/span>Smart enough to say goodbye and know that
\n<\/span>That won\u2019t mean we through cause everytime that I\u2019m out
\n<\/span>I randomly think of you
\n<\/span>and you deny it all you want
\n<\/span>I know you think of me too<\/span><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
more careful with my words I know I should\u2019ve been
Do you ever think about just what we would\u2019ve been
Is it weird they see the worse, I see the good in him
But I got multiple opinions
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