I look at u and I weep. My feelings for u, they’re just too deep. Every time I see u cry I just can’t watch and sit by. I’m hear to listen but u won’t speak. Wen u feel down I feel weak. I want to help, but how can I? U won’t tell me so y even try? Where’s that bright, sassy girl I fell in love with? Or was that a fake front and a myth? I care too much too see u hurt, to treat urself worse than dirt. U say we’re cool but we’re not the same, we haven’t gon farther or had any gains. I’m no longer the person that can make I feel better just by a txt. Which is Wat hurts the most n gives me the wrecks. Talking is the only way we’ll grow, but we can’t do that or that other side will show. I’m scared n I feel like I’ve let u down, but shit, how can I help if u don’t make a sound. God doesn’t give us more than we can bare. We don’t have to deal with it alone, we can share. Keeping those feelings inside will eat u alive, and God do I need u alive. U r the God \u00a0knows love of my life, and because of that u don’t even have to be my wife. I will stay faithful to the end, but wen will that other side win? I feel us drifting apart, and I don’t know how to get that spark to restart. I love u more than life itself, but maybe that’s not enough. Maybe I lied to myself. Ur heading down a path of self destruction, and I don’t know how to get u the strength to refunction. U can now tell everyone but me how u feel. And now it’s feels like we’re not even real. I look at u tell others n it just pisses me off now. So all I can be like is wow. Help me help u. Tell me Wat to do and that’s Wat I’ll do. Help me help u to keep those thoughts pure, so our future will be more sure. Help me help u, so in the end we draw closer and save me too.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
a poem by [theo] <\/p>\n
I look at u and I weep. My feelings for u, they’re just too deep. Every time I see u cry I just can’t watch and sit by. I’m hear to listen but u won’t speak. Wen u feel down I feel weak. I want to help, but how can I? […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":624,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[1],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-422","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-uncategorized"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"http:\/\/blogs.butler.edu\/ripple\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/422","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"http:\/\/blogs.butler.edu\/ripple\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"http:\/\/blogs.butler.edu\/ripple\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/blogs.butler.edu\/ripple\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/624"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/blogs.butler.edu\/ripple\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=422"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"http:\/\/blogs.butler.edu\/ripple\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/422\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":423,"href":"http:\/\/blogs.butler.edu\/ripple\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/422\/revisions\/423"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"http:\/\/blogs.butler.edu\/ripple\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=422"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/blogs.butler.edu\/ripple\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=422"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/blogs.butler.edu\/ripple\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=422"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}