{"id":430,"date":"2018-03-01T15:32:08","date_gmt":"2018-03-01T20:32:08","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/blogs.butler.edu\/ripple\/?p=430"},"modified":"2018-03-01T15:36:22","modified_gmt":"2018-03-01T20:36:22","slug":"drowning","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"http:\/\/blogs.butler.edu\/ripple\/2018\/03\/01\/drowning\/","title":{"rendered":"drowning"},"content":{"rendered":"<h6>a poem by [tamara]<\/h6>\n<p>I woke up today drowning,<br \/>\nThe tears are full and bounty<br \/>\nBringing down my spirit<br \/>\nCrying so loud<br \/>\nMy peers can\u2019t hear me<br \/>\nMaybe I like to be alone<br \/>\nOn my own<br \/>\nAt home on the phone<br \/>\nDon\u2019t stop me<br \/>\nFrom cockin\u2019 it<br \/>\nPoppin it<br \/>\nI\u2019m tired<br \/>\nOf drownin\u2019 in it<br \/>\nA sea of depression<br \/>\nAnxiety and self-hate<br \/>\nI can\u2019t seem to find the<br \/>\nTalent that makes me great<br \/>\nMy head is a weight<br \/>\nI can\u2019t push back up<br \/>\nI\u2019m struggling to care<br \/>\nI wouldn\u2019t like to be there<br \/>\nBut I can\u2019t leave<br \/>\nI pray my heart, my soul to keep<br \/>\nInstead of angels<br \/>\nI have demons<br \/>\nI can\u2019t keep the light in.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>a poem by [tamara] <\/p>\n<p>I woke up today drowning,<br \/> The tears are full and bounty<br \/> Bringing down my spirit<br \/> Crying so loud<br \/> My peers can\u2019t hear me<br \/> Maybe I like to be alone<br \/> On my own<br \/> At home on the phone<br \/> Don\u2019t stop me<br \/> From cockin\u2019 [&#8230;]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":624,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[1],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-430","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-uncategorized"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"http:\/\/blogs.butler.edu\/ripple\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/430","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"http:\/\/blogs.butler.edu\/ripple\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"http:\/\/blogs.butler.edu\/ripple\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/blogs.butler.edu\/ripple\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/624"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/blogs.butler.edu\/ripple\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=430"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"http:\/\/blogs.butler.edu\/ripple\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/430\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":431,"href":"http:\/\/blogs.butler.edu\/ripple\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/430\/revisions\/431"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"http:\/\/blogs.butler.edu\/ripple\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=430"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/blogs.butler.edu\/ripple\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=430"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/blogs.butler.edu\/ripple\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=430"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}