{"id":690,"date":"2024-03-29T15:57:46","date_gmt":"2024-03-29T19:57:46","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/blogs.butler.edu\/studyabroad\/?p=690"},"modified":"2024-03-29T15:57:46","modified_gmt":"2024-03-29T19:57:46","slug":"my-identity-at-home-and-abroad","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"http:\/\/blogs.butler.edu\/studyabroad\/2024\/03\/29\/my-identity-at-home-and-abroad\/","title":{"rendered":"My Identity at Home and Abroad"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>Written by: Victory Sampson\u00a0 |\u00a0 Fall 2023<a style=\"color: #ff4b33;font-size: 16px\" href=\"http:\/\/blogs.butler.edu\/studyabroad\/files\/2024\/03\/FA23_Semester-in-Spain_Sagrada-Familia_Barcelona.jpg\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" class=\"alignright size-medium wp-image-692\" src=\"http:\/\/blogs.butler.edu\/studyabroad\/files\/2024\/03\/FA23_Semester-in-Spain_Sagrada-Familia_Barcelona-225x300.jpg\" alt=\"Victory and the Semester in Spain Group posing in front of La Sagrada Familia\" width=\"225\" height=\"300\" srcset=\"http:\/\/blogs.butler.edu\/studyabroad\/files\/2024\/03\/FA23_Semester-in-Spain_Sagrada-Familia_Barcelona-225x300.jpg 225w, http:\/\/blogs.butler.edu\/studyabroad\/files\/2024\/03\/FA23_Semester-in-Spain_Sagrada-Familia_Barcelona.jpg 768w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 225px) 100vw, 225px\" \/><\/a><br \/>\nButler Semester in Spain (Alcala)<\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400\">I want to know and understand things I am not supposed to\u2014things hidden away from me. Languages spoken away from their places of origin are often like blankets of protection. However, they can also be tarps of seclusion and isolation that cause the understanding of one\u2019s experience to be eluded by others\u2014the soft Portuguese singing of a family member, the raucous inside joke from a Spanish-speaking friend, or even the rantings of a frustrated parent in Haitian Creole. If I cannot understand them, how can I be of service to certain people in my community? Even if I do not speak their language and never will, what about their culture? Could I decipher the small daily actions done without thought? The pointed lip, a high-pitched \u201ceh\u201d, or purposeful contortion of the face? Or, would they all pass me due to my lack of non-stereotypical schemas and lenses to view different cultures? This thought process is why I live my life like it\u2019s research. It is why I learn with such urgency and interest. Everything and everyone has roots, and when allowed, I love to learn more about them.<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400\">Since arriving in Spain, understanding <a href=\"http:\/\/blogs.butler.edu\/studyabroad\/files\/2024\/03\/FA23_D1-scaled.jpg\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" class=\"alignright size-medium wp-image-691\" src=\"http:\/\/blogs.butler.edu\/studyabroad\/files\/2024\/03\/FA23_D1-300x225.jpg\" alt=\"Victory posing with fellow Butler students after receiving their Certificates of Completion at Universidad de Alcal\u00e1\" width=\"300\" height=\"225\" srcset=\"http:\/\/blogs.butler.edu\/studyabroad\/files\/2024\/03\/FA23_D1-300x225.jpg 300w, http:\/\/blogs.butler.edu\/studyabroad\/files\/2024\/03\/FA23_D1-1024x768.jpg 1024w, http:\/\/blogs.butler.edu\/studyabroad\/files\/2024\/03\/FA23_D1-768x576.jpg 768w, http:\/\/blogs.butler.edu\/studyabroad\/files\/2024\/03\/FA23_D1-1536x1152.jpg 1536w, http:\/\/blogs.butler.edu\/studyabroad\/files\/2024\/03\/FA23_D1-2048x1536.jpg 2048w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 300px) 100vw, 300px\" \/><\/a>this important unspoken part of the Spanish language has aided me in creating connections with many different people. From the barista at a coffee shop who taught me the dramatic disdain of a \u201ctsk, tsk, tsk!\u201d, to my profesora, Ava, that taught me how much more of an amount that a \u201cmucho\u201d with a clasped hand next to the mouth communicates. My advanced proficiency in Spanish has been instrumental, but the <\/span><span style=\"font-weight: 400\">more that I learn about Spanish cultural norms and traditions, the more that I understand how much more important cultural understanding is when trying to build relationships in a different country. It made me question why, during the planning process of this trip, I stressed so much over thinking that somehow my nearly seven years of Spanish-speaking experience would not be enough to navigate through the obstacles that everyone faces in a new country. It brought me to this understanding that many of the barriers that held me back, and many people I know, from studying abroad are more mental than they are linguistic. Leaving a comfortable university environment like Butler to go on an eleven-hour flight journey to a continent on the other <a style=\"color: #ff4b33;font-size: 16px\" href=\"http:\/\/blogs.butler.edu\/studyabroad\/files\/2024\/03\/PHOTO-2023-09-15-09-34-30.jpg\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" class=\"alignright size-medium wp-image-693\" src=\"http:\/\/blogs.butler.edu\/studyabroad\/files\/2024\/03\/PHOTO-2023-09-15-09-34-30-225x300.jpg\" alt=\"Victory taking a selfie with the rest of the Butler in Spain group sitting down at lunch tables\" width=\"225\" height=\"300\" srcset=\"http:\/\/blogs.butler.edu\/studyabroad\/files\/2024\/03\/PHOTO-2023-09-15-09-34-30-225x300.jpg 225w, http:\/\/blogs.butler.edu\/studyabroad\/files\/2024\/03\/PHOTO-2023-09-15-09-34-30-768x1024.jpg 768w, http:\/\/blogs.butler.edu\/studyabroad\/files\/2024\/03\/PHOTO-2023-09-15-09-34-30-1152x1536.jpg 1152w, http:\/\/blogs.butler.edu\/studyabroad\/files\/2024\/03\/PHOTO-2023-09-15-09-34-30.jpg 1200w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 225px) 100vw, 225px\" \/><\/a>side of the world was a big decision that can be frightening in many ways. However, it is something that <\/span><span style=\"font-weight: 400\">aligns with a vision I have for myself and has proven to be completely worth the effort. One thing that I think readers can take away from this article is that even if you are not a polyglot who speaks every language in the world, learning the commonly utilized nonverbal cues of a different place can permit communication through the most solid language barriers. Do not let fluency be the reason you pass up the opportunity of a l<\/span>ifetime! \u00a1Que te diviertas, viajero!<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Written by: Victory Sampson\u00a0 |\u00a0 Fall 2023 Butler Semester in Spain (Alcala) I want to know and understand things I am not supposed to\u2014things hidden away from me. Languages spoken away from their places of origin are often like blankets &hellip; <a href=\"http:\/\/blogs.butler.edu\/studyabroad\/2024\/03\/29\/my-identity-at-home-and-abroad\/\">Continue reading <span class=\"meta-nav\">&rarr;<\/span><\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":9196996,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[1],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-690","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-uncategorized"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"http:\/\/blogs.butler.edu\/studyabroad\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/690","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"http:\/\/blogs.butler.edu\/studyabroad\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"http:\/\/blogs.butler.edu\/studyabroad\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/blogs.butler.edu\/studyabroad\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/9196996"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/blogs.butler.edu\/studyabroad\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=690"}],"version-history":[{"count":2,"href":"http:\/\/blogs.butler.edu\/studyabroad\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/690\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":695,"href":"http:\/\/blogs.butler.edu\/studyabroad\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/690\/revisions\/695"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"http:\/\/blogs.butler.edu\/studyabroad\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=690"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/blogs.butler.edu\/studyabroad\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=690"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/blogs.butler.edu\/studyabroad\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=690"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}