Here is my last, and most recent, Journal entry for today April 21st. Take a read,
4/21/20
Today was the last day I got to meet with Fabrice. I told him after we finish and I don’t think I said it right. He started trying to schedule next week with me and that made me feel bad. I told him that next week is finals week and he still didn’t understand. I finally told him I won’t be able to do these phone tutoring sessions anymore and then he caught on. It really felt bad to cut him off. Not to patronize but the whole experience felt like leaving your new dog home for the day when they just don’t understand that you can’t be there all the time. This is how it felt but replace the dog with someone you’ve joked around with on the phone in slow or broken English. I can honestly say that this was an interesting experience and I’m glad to have had it. After we were done with the session, he said thank you and that he hopes we can meet again. This was a wholesome end to something both of us needed.
Meanwhile I’ve been relying on work for all social interaction. As it seems when everyone rushes to fill three months of prescriptions all at the same time after everyone has their meds they don’t need them for another three months, who would have thought. Yesterday, that’s 4/20 for those keeping track, next to no one came to pick-up in the hour and a half before we closed. With that out the window im going to have to consider other socializing activities.