WHAT I HATE

by KENY

I hate that you just stared at me when I met you
I hate that you never took your eyes off of me
I hate that your green eyes are so mesmerizing and manipulative
I hate that your voice sounds so worrisome and comforting
I hate that you told me all your problems just when we were strangers
I hate that you always asked me if I liked you multiple times
I hate that you always lie but play it out as sarcasm
I hate that you send heart emojis and love related content but don’t expect anything back
I hate that you always text me first but always leave me in delivered
I hate that you force yourself not to grin or smile
I hate that you treated me different from all the others
I hate that you never payed attention to your friends but all to me
I hate that you invited me and included me to friend groups
I hate that you never cursed to me
I hate that you always had a shy smile but always hid it when I was around
I hate that you always had a little blush when I came
I hate that you looked at me when we danced
I hate that you believe the only way to cure pain is to smoke that weed

I hate that you always had a smirk when we linked hands
I hate that you were my favorite person to talk to
I hate that you were the reason I wake up
I hate that you were always occupying my dreams
I hate that you were constantly on my mind
I hate that you were the only thing I talked about
I hate that you were the only person I truly trusted with my life
I hate that you are the one who knows lots of my secrets
I hate that you took over 5 months of my life