by DAIZJHA
Ma…I was scared of bees, I was scared of bugs,
I was scared of the belt.
I wore pigtails & dressed like a doll.
I loved butterflies & rainbows
& anything pink–I always tell the truth.
That was seven years ago.
Now I’m sixteen.
I’m not scared of bugs, maybe bees.
I’m not scared of the belt.
I wear bras now.
I dream of boys & cars.
I love black & I love spiders & snakes
& leather.
Ma, I’m not into the color pink.
I’m interested in anime & gore.
I’m into gymnastics & adrenaline.
I lie when I’m scared,
make faces when I’m happy, & when I’m mad
I get serious needed & crazy all the time.
I’m still scared of you I don’t know how to
please you & get you to laugh or smile.