Exclusive Ink

Author: CMS

  • THE UNEXPECTED

    by MARCHE

    This way I’m feeling inside, it’s insane
    It’s like I can feel it through my vein
    Never new someone could feel so much pain
    My head hurts so bad I can’t think
    “Do you know my name?”
    The sound of loud noises, like animals in the jungle
    Do you know this is a BIG struggle?
    Trying to stay focused
    But I’m weak, feeling no muscles
    Out of control, I can’t take it,
    The way I feel, I can’t make it
    HAIR LOSS, WEIGHT LOSS
    Looking for brighter days, none giving
    Why do I live with this strange feeling?
    I’m looking for my life, but it’s been taken…
    Friends, family
    They’re all gone, they think I’m crazy, so they left me alone…
    Looking at my reflection, I bite my nails
    I’m scared of my reflection. Can’t you tell?
    You talk about me I’M SCREAMING HELP ME OR GO TO HELL!
    Hiding up against the wall, don’t know what’s going on at all.
    Asking God forgiveness, but I’m scared. Am I ready to change?
    Cause what I’m putting in my vein is making me insane
    It’s like milk to a newborn baby. So good I grip it when it’s given.
    Legs shake words unsaid,
    One day I was so gone, I could believe I was dead.
    These crazy thoughts going through my head
    I cut my arms to relieve the pain, it reminds me of water that goes down the drain
    I’m trapped in this body I never wanted.
    Sometimes, I believe I feel haunted, walking in the room, I feel eyes stare…
    They say God’s a MIRACLE BUT HE’S NOT HERE…
    How do I stop these bloody tears?

  • DEEP REGRETS

    by BRANDON B

    Regret of a decision, the pains of ascension to the current pain that’s present make deep incision to make all relevant in the desolate forest of my mind. I mind no man and fear all treachery because I fear myself, and what things I ponder, the things I aimlessly wonder about, make me think incoherently about what’s wrong with me. Today at times I wish I can slay all, but always delay. This face of my delay is my insecurity of being successfully rejected.

  • A CHILDHOOD MEMORY

    by JORDAN

    I was walking home from school one day and I was in a good mood.
    But kind of irritated because I was craving some food.
    So my starvation made me act rude.
    But I accidentally put my mom in a bad attitude
    I went and got a brownie from the kitchen
    But didn’t know it was a snack that my mom was going to be missing
    I got scared when I walked into the living room and she noticed me
    She said when I’m done with you, you’re going to be singing high notes like Jodeci
    I ran from her trying not to fall
    But wasn’t paying attention to where I was going and ran into the wall
    I had a humongous bump on my forehead
    She made me sleep on the couch and it felt like a short bed
    But every time I saw her I couldn’t help but laugh
    She asked if I wanted a brownie, I didn’t even want half
    It was a funny moment I that I wish could last
    But I’m still glad it is a thing in the past

  • GAY IS NOT AN OPTION

    by SHERROD

    I’m gay and it’s true
    But you hate me because I’m different
    My parents don’t like him
    But I’m in love with him
    If I’m too much for you then don’t try to take it all in
    He started as a friend
    We were going to stay together ’till the end
    But when no one accepted us
    I had to end it all for myself
    Jumped off a highway ledge
    Getting hit by cars, for my fast end
    Sorry to leave so fast
    I just wanted the hate to be in the past.

  • KOBE IN THE FOURTH QUARTER

    by JORDAN

    1.Kobe in the fourth quarter
    Score is 90 to 86
    Lebron playing hard
    Kobe has to guard Lebron off the pick and roll

    2.Kobe in the fourth quarter
    thinking my jumper is cold

    3.Kobe is thinking we need to get the ball back

    4.Kobe in the fourth quarter is thinking about
    his next shoe coming out

    5.Kobe in the fourth quarter playing like
    he does not want to stop

    6.Kobe got the ball hitting threes
    in the fourth quarter

    7.Kobe Bryant in the fourth quarter
    dunking on the WHOLE HEAT

    8.Kobe let the ball go out of his hands
    the ball started spinning in the air

    9.Kobe thinking the fourth quarter
    is going fast like a Benz

    10.Kobe thinking about his divorce
    and the money he had to give her

    11. Kobe thinking about how
    bad his game was today

    12. Kobe thinking how
    Pau is moving so fast

    13. Kobe Bryant hits the game-winning
    shot to win the game