by KATRINA
In the back of the cabinet
all nicotine dripped
I hold this bowl
heavy and hollow
filled with nothing its
contents dripped out the crack
in the bottom
all over the floor which
is now all wet and slippery
I stand there and look
at you with a puzzled look
seared yet relieved
let down yet very proud
the only thing left
reminding myself of you
Even though you’re gone
You are still here
In the bowl I hold in
my now burning hands
you died and your bowl did too
you are no longer trapped
inside the dark cabinet
you are no longer forced
to be filled
with stuff you don’t want
not an extra but now
treasure
an antique I will always keep
worth nothing to anyone
but me