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  • GOODBYE

    by DAIZJHA

    Like chains of life and the
    Pain of mine
    When you cryin and you dyin
    Your pain ignites
    The freedom of mine and the clockwork
    Of time froze

    Take ya positions and go
    Why
    My same question is why
    Why the goodbye
    Why did you lie…
    Like, are you thinking of me, or are you
    Just hiding from me
    Where are you
    How are you
    Are we still in a fight cuz who I love to
    Boom…my heart
    Bang. My life falls and
    My body freezes…kids with their parents
    You F.N teases
    But I love you and I miss you
    Sittin here think bout it I would kiss you
    So goodbye for now
    Check the deuces and I’ll see on the flip side
    Hope you well, can’t wait to see you
    Boom

  • ELLA

    by DAIZJHA

    As she walks down the street the glow of the moon bounces off her black hair. A scream rings and is soon gone like a dream. Ella a shadow working her way to the cemetery. She hears a scream again…it’s closer. At a height of eight feet two inches it stands out like a demon of darkness. A breeze, cold and enchanting. The moon seems to follow her as if in amazement. She hears a rattle of chains. Her golden yellow eyes catch a glimmer in the night’s light. 270 pounds of elegance in the dark. Her dress flows and heels click. Her family comes to mind as she sees a child. Father, brother, mother ran away long ago but she then thinks of her boyfriend, Kidd. A worker of the family business. Yeah, she’s different and extravagant, her name…Ella.

  • MnM (ME NOW MA)

    by DAIZJHA

    Ma…I was scared of bees, I was scared of bugs,
    I was scared of the belt.
    I wore pigtails & dressed like a doll.
    I loved butterflies & rainbows
    & anything pink–I always tell the truth.

    That was seven years ago.
    Now I’m sixteen.
    I’m not scared of bugs, maybe bees.
    I’m not scared of the belt.
    I wear bras now.
    I dream of boys & cars.
    I love black & I love spiders & snakes
    & leather.
    Ma, I’m not into the color pink.
    I’m interested in anime & gore.
    I’m into gymnastics & adrenaline.
    I lie when I’m scared,
    make faces when I’m happy, & when I’m mad
    I get serious needed & crazy all the time.
    I’m still scared of you I don’t know how to
    please you & get you to laugh or smile.

  • A CRUSH

    by DAIZJHA

    A wise woman once told me that love shouldn’t hurt.
    But every time I fall in love I am devastatingly crushed.
    Guess that’s why it’s called a crush.
    A crush is someone that seems so close but oh so far away.
    A love is someone you know is always going to be there.
    A crush turns you into someone else.
    A love is someone you can be real and weirdly you with.
    You may be in ‘‘love’’ but it’s just a crush if they don’t feel the same way too.

  • THE DEEPEST PAIN

    by DAIZJHA

    I’m tired of crying for you, saying goodbye to you
    Why, why all this pain, shackles and chains?
    Why did you leave, I feel that I need you please?
    But I know I can’t have you
    And still my body and soul pleads for you, begs for you
    It’s hard to forget when I see that love
    I want that, I need that, but I guess you’re long gone so you can’t see that
    But why, why the goodbye, why did you lie?
    Why did you cry when I rolled my eyes, what do you expect?
    I’ve been let down too many times and still you’re the one who cries
    But I am crying too because I want you
    I would do anything just to hold you
    But love is fake and so are you and I feel so dumb even writing about you
    But that’s me, a kid, someone lost and abandoned, forgotten and oh so saddened
    But when I see that face or hear that voice I can’t hate you, I must love you
    Guess that’s how it is when love truly hits you.